{"id":2171,"date":"2021-07-08T15:30:28","date_gmt":"2021-07-08T14:30:28","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/shaunbelcher.com\/writing\/?p=2171"},"modified":"2023-11-12T11:40:18","modified_gmt":"2023-11-12T11:40:18","slug":"my-back-pages-the-north-field-1992","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/shaunbelcher.com\/writing\/?p=2171","title":{"rendered":"The North Field: Thames Valley Texas"},"content":{"rendered":"\n
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The North Field<\/strong><\/h2>\n\n\n\n

You lying exhausted in another room, me taping,
trying to drag some of the past with me.
Three stories up in West London
I think of old friends, forgotten journeys
and the cracked ceiling reminds me of ice
and cars swish beyond the stained curtains.

You say I never talk, never explain things
clam-up, freeze-up, a tight-lipped Englishman.
You should have tried talking to my father
and his step-father, stood in a field mid-winter.
Tried catching a word as snow blurred the hills
and kept the rooks clinging to the high trees.

Cold as winter cattle, boots white with frost
they’d say nothing, just stamp chilblained feet
and whistle the dog back to the track they knew
lay under six inches of fresh snow.
Their maps were in their heads.
Now I clear mine and stumble on the edge of a new path.

Forgive me my sullen silences, my outbursts
at years of missed chances, frustrations, laziness.
Tonight there is no spate water froze across meadows,
no fields buried under six foot drifts,
yet I can feel the words tugging at me
wanting to arc a white half-acre
unleased.<\/p>\n\n\n\n



Another poem from my back pages. London 1992.

From an overall collection called Landmine Poems 1992-1996<\/p>\n\n\n\n

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